真相还是谎言？我觉得我已经没有必要知道了。。。你说什么我觉得我会选择相信了，因为我很清楚你的性格。我每天都觉得很压力，压力到喘不过气。我总是要为家庭烦，学业还有感情烦恼。我真的觉得我快崩溃了。。。现在去上课对我而言是很痛苦的事，但无论如何我都要坚持下去。我不能辜负父母。有时我真的不知道应该怎么办。觉得你是我最亲的人，但有时又觉得你很陌生。算了，我不想再想了。希望我能坚持下去！！！

好累

伤心还是死心其实我也分不清楚。真话或谎话更不再需要分辨。我该怎么办？我也不知道，就让一切顺其自然吧！！！！！！五年了，我真的不知道你心里想什么，是怎样的一个人。对不起如果我真的误会了你！但现在真的不重要了，因为以后我不会再因为这样的问题和你吵架了。我很累。。。。。。当你的女朋友好累！

diet diary

06.10.08 7.9
breakfast:oat
tea:biscuit x 1 pack
lunch:char koay teow
tea:coco cruch
dinner:oat

07.10.08
breakfast:oat
tea:lurve biscuit
lunch:rice
tea:coco crunch,lo mai gai 2 mounth
dinner:oat

Updating......

Finally,today is last day of the holiday.I had did nothing in this 10 days,just slacking around,watching movie at home and never touch my book at all.Sigh!!!Since tomorrow is a new day,i promise myself i will begin to study hard and start my diet plan again.I think i had increased 10kg since dear dear back from Singapore.If i have determination,i think i already success.Haiz!!!I will update and write it down every food i eat start from tomorrow...I am waiting for next holiday so that i can back to hometown,i miss my family so much and the food....So thats all for my blog today,wish me goodluck in my diet programme.hehe.....